just here, just now

I thought it’s easier to put myself together when there’s nobody out there for me.
And lately I’ve been thinking where the hell my friends are when I need support or just an advice. Maybe they’re not the ones I thought.. They don’t see that I’m breaking in pieces. Just put a wonderful smile and go outside pretending everything’s fine.

I know you’re searching for things. And I hope with all my heart that you find the answers to your questions. But the answers that you’re looking for are closer than you think. They’re in your heart. And in the hearts of those who love you.